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So tired, so inspired, but so tired!

I had an amazing night with some of my bestest -yes, I know that's not a real word, but to me it works...- friends on Friday! I cannot remember the last real slumber party I had with them, and it was amazing! So amazing in fact, not only were we up in to the wee hours of the morning, but we almost welcomed the morning into existence! It was a late night, or early morning I guess. At 4 am I finally called it quits and quickly washed the makeup off my face, took out my contacts and brushed my teeth!

From THE moment we arrived at around 7pm until after 4am was pure talking, pure conversation, pure soul searching and it was amazing! Warning: the use of the english word amazing, an abbreviated version of the word amazement, may be used extensively in this author's post for the day. First, it was just so incredible that we were all able to get together that evening, especially that now 3 out of the 5 have babies! And secondly, we had so much to celebrate with a new engagment, and new lives and we really seemed to rekindle the sparks that ignited our friendships in the beginning. We were so real with eachother again, so caring and of course, so goofy!

And oh my. Let's just say that a tape that had been hidden for the last 8 years got whipped out from a dusty box, one that we had hope had been forgotten about. We had not viewed this artifact since it's making...and let me tell you, a few of us may have peed a little in our pants. Just a little.

As the wine continued to be poured throughout the evening, we may or may not have facebooked our status, and ambushed one friend to FINALLY create her facebook account because you know, we still utilize the high schooler in us to use a little peer pressure. We also may or may not have ate a lot of puppy chow, like until 4 am. And there may or may not have been wine pouring in to ginormous wine goblets until 4 in the morning either. I wouldn't know...

So, anyway, even though I got roughly about 4 hours of sleep, and then got dropped off at my home around 10 am, just so I could get ready for waitressing at 11 am. Then worked until 9:15 pm; I got through the day, inspired, refreshed, renewed. Exhausted. Today I feel so tired, so inspired, but so tired! I keep going back and forth between them! I am so sleepy which can cause crabbiness in some, yep me, but then church was so inspiring today! So then I felt better. But then I went to Walmart, I know big mistake, and became uninspired. But I'm trying to shake that off, so that the rest of my day can be what I want it to be...AMAZING!

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Anonymous said…
I looove sleepovers...and wine...and tapes made in high school that should have burned but never were...I'm SO GLAD you girls had this getaway! :)

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