did not go so well today. I mean, Shelby did great with her adjustment! But I had to bring all of the kids with and I was also starting there today too. My back has been horrible. I can hardly do anything, but I do it because I have to. Did that make sense? Anyway...the kids did well until we had to leave and pick up the toys, put on jackets...you know. So then I went up to pay for it.....
$191.91
"What?"
Yep.
I almost cried right then and there. I tried thinking of anyway possible to not pay it. What do you say? Nothing...write out the check and then go put your kids in the truck, back out of the parking lot and then cry your eyes out. That's what you do. I KNOW this is what Shelby needs, I KNOW this is what my back needs...but does it justify that ridiculous amount? Maybe?!?! I don't know. I know that I am devastated today. Tom's been gone ALL day which does not help my mood, although, I don't know if him being here would be great either after finding out how much I spent today.
I just feel so let down.
Then the doc called me back from the U of MN, just saying that Shelby will have to have laser therapy to shrink her hemangioma since the ulceration isn't doing better. So I said, "Great, then we can take care of this. I hate seeing her in so much pain." Doctor, "Well, the laser therapy will be painful too, but blah blah blah blah..."
I didn't hear anything else, but more pain.
Ughh.
$191.91
"What?"
Yep.
I almost cried right then and there. I tried thinking of anyway possible to not pay it. What do you say? Nothing...write out the check and then go put your kids in the truck, back out of the parking lot and then cry your eyes out. That's what you do. I KNOW this is what Shelby needs, I KNOW this is what my back needs...but does it justify that ridiculous amount? Maybe?!?! I don't know. I know that I am devastated today. Tom's been gone ALL day which does not help my mood, although, I don't know if him being here would be great either after finding out how much I spent today.
I just feel so let down.
Then the doc called me back from the U of MN, just saying that Shelby will have to have laser therapy to shrink her hemangioma since the ulceration isn't doing better. So I said, "Great, then we can take care of this. I hate seeing her in so much pain." Doctor, "Well, the laser therapy will be painful too, but blah blah blah blah..."
I didn't hear anything else, but more pain.
Ughh.
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