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For the first time in 16 years...

I am CELEBRATING the life of my brother Jason, instead of mourning! I'm serious! I feel as though something has been released from my whole being into the universe and I feel so blessed to be feeling this way. My brother had the chance to live almost 18 years of being here on Earth, with all of us! We had so many wonderful memories in the time I was able to spend with him. Think about all of the memories you are able to make in one day with the people you are around. If you are awake for 16 hours or so a day, that sure does give you a lot of time to be able to make precious memories with those you love! And we had 11 years in which to do that! Granted, I don't remember the times when he got to feed me my bottle, or push me in the swing, but my Mom and Dad do, so I get to relive those fond memories through their words!

So today he has been with Jesus for 16 years, and this is how I inted to remember him on this day...Year Number Sixteen down, only infinity more to go! You Go Jason! Love you!

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Ehlan said…
I'm glad you have so much peace this year; you have strength x100! Merry Christmas!
December 23, 2008 at 8:21 AM
Anonymous said…
Wow Megs...I saw on FB that it was the anniversary this week, so I've been thinking about you a lot. You truly are an amazing woman...
December 24, 2008 at 4:36 PM
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